These days the mood is so complicated, as it is three moths that I didn't get any orders. What's worse, my colleague get orders, it make me concern about my work, I even think I may not insist on doing this job, though the boss say nothing, but I feel very bad. Everytime when I felt not good, I tried to speak to myself: please take it easy, it will be fine, this situation won't last too long, but it didn't work too much, and I am feel unhappy occasionally, in a word complicated. I try to relax myself, and try to talk to my friends after work, share something about the life or the work, it work sometimes, it can make me feel happy, and then I feel that I have confidence in myself, but as time went by, didn't get any orders, so I am anxious, seems very bad.

In the past three months, our team were busy doing something to make our company known and searched via the internet, so in these three months, I seldom spent time on chatting with the customers, and the customers seemed very busy and they didn't talk to me, it is really bad. This week, I am not very busy, from Wed, I have finished one part of the plans, then I didn't get any order so I can have a breath, in other words, I can do something what I want, but something relate to the work. I tried to chat with the customers who are online, but it was bad they seldom reply, so I did something else, in order to make myself busy, read the forum and get some useful information from the others, search some information via the search engine... How time fly!

I get nothing, almost fall to the botton of the hole, what's worse, I didn't want to do anyting, in other words, lost myself. What should I do? Talk to something who are willing to talk with me, and try to make myself happy, in a word, I have to change my attitude, if not, it will become more and more worse.

Yesterday, one of the old customers talked to me, he asked the price for odometer correction kit, I have worked in this company for almost a year, I never sale this items, I am good at saling the professional diagnostic tools. I talked to the colleague, and got the best price and shipping cost for him, and he said he was going to buy it, at that time I didn't believe, but he said he will do the payment within an hour and asked me to prepare the product, then I believed in his words. I never thought that he will buy  the item, but at last he did the payment, we closed a deal, though it was not a big order, but it was a gift for me, in the following days, I know what I should do, no matter how hard it is, I will try my best to do it well.