got plans , i am inspired ! all attribute to my own way ,   the little gossip words made me heavy a while , i was wander but on its way .

indeed , i really shuttle my thoughts,  to leave or not . that's a question .  

hehe ,   stay for a while ,  wait  others direction and  support my own bone .  but for the time arrangement , i need slightly change .

it has been a monment  tortures me stronger, cause loren and tim go home . here kinlong staff gone with wind , but i was at the piont -where it belongs to me .

how to respond suggestions ? how to explain to others ?  sometimes , there is no need to explain,especailly  when someone you are not really really concerned.

this is a scene -----my working  scene or my heart struggling way  .

to expereience things never happened,

to watchdog people used hated ,

to love fancy cloth high price once a while .

lose a lot ? may be , perhaps,  cause now when i shorthand or writing ,  it seems i droped a lot anger and impatience. i feel peace , i refused usual demand brain storming , i enjoy release happay .

hide a place to dig a circle ripen pasture