2008年12月24日,christmas Eve.At this time i feel so lonely.suddenly tears keep in my eyes.now i am in my room and write my mood .except longly no words could decibe for me.maybe you will say why i write diarly in english bec in english i do not want so many people know my mind.i just want to express my heart.
Today i call my mother,she ask me when i will go home and how many day i could have a rest i say two day.my mother say heihei so little.i keep smile.then mother say:you are not fall in love there.you call you aunt's phone when you are go home and go t6o taiwan,where maybe get more money will be good then she talk to me you are to ningbo then fine boyfriend . i ask :"oh my god why i do not know what shall i say" .
sometimes i really want to leave here bec here's life is so boring mybe my boss could not deep understand but i think he could feel.i know my boss treat me very good if he are not well i will leave here before ,in fact i have ablity to do my job well.in fact i am so difficult for me to decide.i hope next i will business well could sale 1 million products then i hope one day all of people will pride for me i could have my own car and make my father and mother happy.
deep in my mind i always believe i am a nice girl,however in teacher or family or any other people 's eyes are a nice girl.i think who could make friends or wife who will very lucky bec really i am very friendly.who treat me will i will treat well more.
