i am very gloomy since i receive my friends marrige massege .

i would not attend it because of my work busy .

her wedding is more special than others .she marry because her health is not good , the most important is that she marry a man who she doesnot  love and not willing .

Yesterday eveving i call her . she told me that she is very unhappy and she always dream a nightmare every day .  so sorry to hear that and i can not control myself burst down tears .

i feel so sad that i  can not attend her wedding . i know that i can not help her even though i go .  may be she will be happy on her wedding .

i say sorry to her all the time when i call her . she said "she understand me" .but i am still unhappy as i can not attend . i said " i know your wedding is not common ".

here i sincerely wish she will be happy forever.

she choice marry because of bad health . and this is the unique way . marry is good for your ill . if not , she will pay much more than marry .

however , it is unluck that marry a man that she does not love . 

good health is not good for the life but aslo for the marry .

please cherish yourself . dear friends .