WHEN WAS MY LAST BLOG? WELL, IT SEEMS TO BE A LONG TIME AGO SINCE THE LAST BLOG POSTED; WHAT A LASY LADY!

PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID DO NOT BECOME A BURNOUT, AND SOMETIMES I DO USE THIS TO MY FRIENDS AND HOPE THEY COULD RELAX AND TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES, BUT IRONICLY, I WANNA BE A BURNOUT.

SINCE BECOMING A SELLER AFTER GRADUATION, I AM IN THIS JOB, THOGH CONSIDERING CHANGE ANOTHER ONE, I LOVE IT SO I STILL HERE AND STICK TO MY OPINION. BUT DURING A LONG TIME NOW, I FOUND THIS IS REALLY A HARD WORK FOR ME, EVEN FOR THOSE OUTGOING GUYS: SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER, USUALLY SAY NOTHING WITH MY COLLEAGUE AND OTHERS, HARDLY TAKE A WALK OUT; EVERYDAY'S WORK IS SURFING ON LINE AND UPDATING OUR PRODUCTS; AS TIME GOES BY, THESE WORK IS MORE EASY FOR ME AND ALSO MORE BORING NOW, ESP. WHEN THERE IS NO ORDER FOR YOU, ON ONE HAND YOU NEED TO LOOK AT THE BOSS'S FACE AND ON THE OTHER HAND, YOU HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHAT IF THE COMPANY DO NOT WANT U SINCE U BRING NOTHIG FOR IT BUT TAKING SALARY AWAY;

AS FOR NOW, A BIT TIRED, AND TIRED OF THESE SAME THINGS DONE EVERY DAY, AND UNSURE OF THE FUTURE, IN A WORD, TONS OF PRESS, TONS OF -----

NEXT STEP, I NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS IN MY DEEP HEART, AND MAKE IT, LIFE IS SHORT LIFE IS FLYING ALL THE TIME, I NEED TO CATCH AND GRASP IT TIGHTLY.

COME ON.